Month of July: “Purple Citrus Sweet Perfume” Recipe: Mung Beans with Caramelized Onions and Nigella Seeds

“As I see it, you are living with something that you keep hidden deep inside. Something heavy. I felt it from the first time I met you. You have a strong gaze, as if you have made up your mind about something. To the tell the truth, I myself carry such things around inside. Heavy things. That is how I can see you.” Haruki Murakami

Abby’s brother Aaron introduced me to a beautiful blog called Possum in the Compost written by a woman who lost her husband to cancer last year. Her husband died about a month after Abby. Her writing is so clear and honest. It touched me in that same space of loss that I am so familiar with. She had included in one post a poem from the one and only Mary Oliver, reminding me of another poem of hers that I have cherished for many many years. This moment seemed right to send it out into the void. This one in particular always makes me choke up and tear and today it caused me to become acutely aware that I am not ready to let go. Not yet.

In Blackwater Woods

Look the trees are turning their own bodies into pillars of light, are giving off the rich fragrance of cinnamon and fulfillment, the long tapers of cattails are bursting and floating away over the blue shoulders of the ponds, and every pond, no matter what its name is, is nameless now. Every year everything I have learned in my lifetime leads me back to this:the fires and black river of loss whose other side is salvation, whose meaning none of us will ever know.To live in this world you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal: to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go.

Mary Oliver 1935-2019

Ingredients: 9 ounces of dried mung beans, soaked in cold water overnight, 1/2 cup olive oil, 3 large onions thinly sliced, 4 shallots finely chopped, 3 tablespoons of red wine vinegar, 2 tablespoons of finely chopped parsley, 1/2 teaspoon dijon mustard, sea salt and ground black pepper, 8 sun dried tomatoes chopped, 1 tablespoon of nigella seeds toasted.

  1. Drain the mung beans and place in a saucepan and cover with cold water. Bring to a boil. Reduce to a simmer and cook 30 minutes, until tender. Drain in a wire sieve.
  2. Heat 1/4 cup oil in a large saucepan over low heat. Add the onions and saute for 20-25 minutes until soft and lightly golden.
  3. Combine the remaining 1/4 cup oil with the shallots, vinegar, parsley and mustard in a bowl and season. Add the bean and toss in tomatoes. Top with the cooked onions and sprinkle the nigella seeds. Serve hot or cold.

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